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Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
2:42 am - something glorious is about to happen
Well, this seems to be the cool survey to fill out on lj, so since i cant sleep im going to do just that.


did you last hug?: stephen

did you last kiss?: andrew (my baby brother)

last called you?: jordan

did you last call?: annie

last texted you?: ryan

did you last text?: rryyaann

do you trust?: my close friends and fam

do you like?: most people, unless you catch me on a bad day. :)


are you drinking?: hot chocolate, duh

are you eating?: nothing

are you doing?: this and watching my brother play video games

are you thinking?: "yawn." "why am i not sleepy but im tired." "ryan fell asleep." "its kind of hard to type with my manicure."

did you do last tuesday?: uh, i dont remember. i think i worked?

are you doing next tuesday? going to school and then working

do you look like?: pippi longstockings/white trash (my hair is in braids and im wearing a wife beater)

do you do in your spare time?: paint, read, nap, shop, play with friends, visit my mom.


was your last kiss?: today

did you last eat?: about an hour ago

was your last shower?: last night

did you last put on make up?: earlier today

is the last time you went shopping?: yesterday

do you normally go to bed?: anytime after 12


do you love to be: outside/the beach/ in a boys arms

do you hate to be? stephens house/ school/ in my dads car

would you like to live when you're older?: new york, or here

you have your own computer?: yes

you have a problem with gay people: not at all

you want this to be over?: sure but i'm bored

In the last 24 hrs have you...
Sang (what song): yes, positive tension- bloc party

Felt stupid around anyone: yes, trey

Talked to an ex: ew, yes.

Missed someone: yessssss, mr. G A Y

Have you Ever...
Said I love you and meant it?: yes

Got in a fight with your pet: no, i try to avoid my dog, tahloolah

Been to California: no
Been to Mexico: yes
Been to the US: no, never.
Been to Europe: not yet

Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: uh, yeah
Are you lonely right now?: no, not really
Done an all-nighter: love 'em

current mood: anxious

(4 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

Monday, December 26th, 2005
12:29 am
sooo christmas is over. the day was full of annoying distant family members, food, and some awesome presents and some presents that make me wonder what the hell people think when they pick them out. such as, oh i dont know, the SPONGEBOB LUNCHBOX that i opened as one of my gifts. yeah..thats right, spongebob. what the heck. anyway, im worn out. christmas day is always so exhausting. I CANT WAIT FOR NEW YEARS. it should be ffuunn. and then, the next best holiday is MY BIRTHDAY! wwooo, mark your calendars people. anyway, more updates later. im tired.


"you may tire of me, as our december sun is setting, cause im not who i used to be.."

current mood: contemplative

(ruo mong.)

Sunday, December 25th, 2005
1:25 am
why hello. i havent updated this thing in such a long time, and for some reason felt like filling out a survey. use it as an update on my life...which is so awesome right now. everything is in its right place. except for my house, which is sooo far away from LH. tomorrow is christmas and my family is coming to our house this year. i love christmas. everyone is so warm and loving..theres just an awesome vibe. i opened presents tonight with my parents. it was amazing. i got some new emu boots, chanel earrings, some cds, giftcards, my brother daniel got me an awesome shirt and bracelet, and my daddy gave me the baddest painting ive ever seen. i was very pleased with my gift pile. there are new things coming into my life, and its great. i am single right now and its a good change. its so nice to have time to spend with my friends and family..now that im not wrapped up with a boyfriend. anyhow, its late...

*your name: LOren
*your gender: female
* height: 5"7
* hair color: blonde, with reddish brown underneath
* eye color: greenish blue
* your location: murphy,texas
* fears: losing someone close to me,

*peed in your pants? when i was younger, yes.
*cheated on someone? no ma'am
*fallen off the bed? yes
*had plastic surgery? no, never.
*broke someone`s heart? not truly
*had your heart broken? once
*had a dream come true? yes
*done something you regret? i try not to regret, its pointless. why fuss over something thats unchangable?
*cheated on a test? yes
* been raped? scary no
* broken a body part? my toe once when i went pool hopping with jennifer.

* wearing? a wife beater, pajama pants, and emu boots
*listening to? death cab
*chewing? ice
*feeling? happy/excited/confused. ITS CHRISTMAS!
*reading? the computer screen..
*located? my house
*chatting with? a few people
*watching? american pie is playing on the t.v. behind me
*should REALLY be doing? painting

* brush your teeth? yes, of course.
* like anybody? yes
* have any piercings? yes, 5. soon to be 6 or 7
* drive? yep
* believe in Santa Claus? not anymore
* ever get off the computer? yes
* who is your best friend? marcus, and my sister
* who is the loudest? probably me.
* who is the shyest? no one really.
* who is the cutest? you.
* who laughs the most? me, at myself. or ali does her weird like fake chuckle humming laugh alot.
* who have you known the longest?
* who have you known the shortest? abbe
* do you belong to a crew? sort of
* do you hang out with the opposite sex? yess
* do you consider yourself POPULAR? no, who cares about that
* do you trust your friends? yes
* are you a good friend? i'd say so
* can you keep a secret? yesss

* hugged? daniel
* Imed? ryan
* talked to on the phone? ali
* yelled at? stephen because he's dumb
* tripped? i fell down my stairs today
* turned down? steve, this black guy that came bowling last night
* What do you want to be when you grow up? fashion magazine editor
* What was the worst day of your life? when i moved to lake highlands from where i grew up
* What has been the best day of your life? there have been ssoo many
* What comes first in your life? family
* What do you usually think about before you go to bed? the day/night i just had

* Movie: anchorman
* Song: positive tension
* Group: bloc party, death cab
* Store: urban, thrift, buffalo
* Relative: trey
* Sport: football to watch
* Vacation Spot: any beach
* Ice Cream Flavor: chocolate with strawberries and cookie dough from marble slab
* Fruit: pineapple, orange
* Candy: jelly bellies
* Holiday: christmas, jan.18
* Day of the Week: saturday
* favorite color: green, brown
*Magazine: cosmo
* Name for a Girl: riley, chloe, elanor, james
* Name for a Boy: cody, ashton, keaton, brody

* Like to give hugs? yes i love hugs
* Like to walk in the rain? yes
* Sleep with or without clothes on? mainly without
* Prefer black or blue pens? black
* Dress up on Halloween? yes, duh.
* Got a job? yes
* Like to travel? love it
* Sleep on your side, tummy or back? right side
* Think you're attractive? once in a blue moon
* Want to marry? cant wait
* Go on vacation? i wish

*In love? nope
*Bored? yes, very.
*Happy? yessss
*Fun? most of the time
*Weird? yes
*Lonely? no

*Hate? nobody, hates a strong word.
*Love? my family and friends and musicians
*Own? ...?
*Want/lust after? mercedo, stephen from laguna
*Admire? nicole kidman
*Wanna sex it up with? no one
*Wanna get wasted with? ali or ryan, or my mom..ive never seen her drunk
*Wanna get high with? nobody
*Wanna slap? stephen
*Miss? royce

fmguy4: but i shave my ass about 5 times a week

goodnight. <3

current mood: MERRY CHRISTMAS

(2 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
9:12 pm
hey y'all,
i forgot my password for my aim sn locar18, so my new screen name is locar19. add me if you want and comment with your screen name because i dont remember like any of them. awesome, thanks.

current mood: amused

(1 fu shang | ruo mong.)

Monday, September 12th, 2005
8:15 am
quick/short update:
this weekend was a blast. on friday i went to the game and then out and about and then crashed at jordans. my phone conversation was just the HIGHLIGHT of my night let me tell you. best ever. saturday i worked and then stayed at home and watched movies. sunday i worked.
now im sick so im staying home from school.

"im just going to get shitfaced, shitfaced, just shitfaced"

current mood: cranky

(2 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

Monday, September 5th, 2005
11:24 pm - so dont pull on my hand boy

1. Party game--spin the bottle
2. Story from childhood/memory-- wearing super huge trash bags and playing in the rain with trey
3. Fav road trip/vacation-- padre
4. Cartoon-- spongebob
5. Movie-- grease, mean girls, cruel intentions, ace ventura, lots of others
6. Book--gossip girl
7. Song-- my hump/ idiotique
8. Computer game-- solitaire
9. Relative-- step-mom/sister/trey
10.Friend-- you.
11. Quote-- gah theres so many. i like lines from songs better. "you strip away the ugliness that surrounds me"
12. Store-- buffalo, urban, rampage
13. CD-- one that coach walker just burned me
14. Radio station-- 99.5

**In the Past...**
15. What did you do yesterday-- worked, stopped by jordans, went to stephens, went to moms house
16. Memory you miss the most-- 9th grade
17. Memory you want to forget-- a couple of weekends ago, and a few others
18. Something you regretted after it was done-- festivities after alyssa's party

19. Time you cried-- today
20. Movie seen in theater-- i dont remember
21. Thing you ate-- hot tamales
22. Phone call-- christie
23. Kiss-- stephen
24. Hug-- justin
25. Said “I love you”-- the twins
26. Time you went wrapping-- a long time ago with ali
27. Book read-- montana 1948

28. Passed out-- yes, last night.
29. Ran into a wall-- yes because im a dits.
30. Smoked--yeah, rarely
31. Drank-- yes
32. Broken law-- yes
33. Frenched an animal-- im doing that right now
34. Made out-- yep
35. Cried at a movie-- always
36. Cried in public-- yes i hate doing it though
37. Made out in public-- yes
38. Slept through class-- yeah
39. Been to a boarding school-- i wish sometimes
40. Bungee jumped-- no
41. Been snowboarding-- nope
42. Met a celebrity-- no, but last year i made eye contact with luke wilson at mi cocina and like peed.
43. Climbed a tree-- yes i used to like every day when i was like 9
44. Broken a bone-- a toe once while i was pool hoping with jennifer
45. Had surgery-- no
46. Sprained anything-- yes my knee like 6 times
47. Tanned naked-- yes
48. Given a lapdance-- nope

50. Listening to-- coldplay, your love means everything
51. Wearing-- sweat shirt and boxers
52. Thinking-- im thirsty
53. Age-- 17, 18 in 135 days
54. Grade-- senior
55. Crush-- a few
56. Project-- read all the pretty horses by wednesday
57. Scared of most-- being kidnapped/raped
58. How many ppl online-- im not online


59. Occupation-- fashion designer/photographer/magazine editor
60. #of kids-- 3-5
61. What you want to do most-- just succeed in whatever i strive to do.
62. Where you want to travel-- greek islands, anywhere tropical
63. Where you want to live-- hollywood
64. What college-- mm, tech, tcu, ou, arkansas..i dont really know
65. What are you doing tomorrow-- going to school, biking around white rock lake, and reading ATPH

**All about friends...

66. Best-- pierce, ali, stephen, hay, annie, kristen, erin, jo, thomas..others
67. Most immature-- mmm kristen
68. Funniest-- ali, jo
69. Quietest-- pierce, stephen
70. Loudest-- annniiieeee
71. Craziest-- erin, jo
72. Calmest-- thomas
73. Hottest-- you!
74. Weirdest-- stephen
75. Shyest-- dariele's shy when it comes to being mean, haha. but outgoing usually.
76. Oldest-- ali, pierce
77. Newest-- jjjeeeefffff
78. Love them all?-- with all of my heart
79. Most trustworthy-- all of them with different things
80. Most honest-- pierce (harshly), ali, erin

81. Can you live without a microwave-- yes, but id be sad because i couldnt make popcorn as easily
82. What time do you go to bed usually-- 1ish
83. What do you always find yourself thinking about-- current drama, family, my weight, what happened earlier that day/week
84. How long does it take you to shower-- 20ish mins
85. Do you want to drop out of school-- sometimes
86. What do you think about yourself-- mmm i think that i am an honest, caring, fun girl....that can sometimes be a bitch, but for the right reasons.
87. Best thing anyone’s told you-- i dont know
88. Longest crush lasted how long-- stephen smith..its pathetic really
89. What color would you want to die your hair-- brown
90. Can you drive-- yes
91. Whats your room like-- its big, messy, and has lots of paintings and pictures on the walls
92. Do you like to party-- yyeesss
93. Like to dance-- love it
94. Moons or stars--stars
95. Like cows-- as much as you do
96. Favorite scent-- d&g, chanel
97. Biggest scar & story behind it-- the one on my right calf, my boss' dog bit me two summers ago
98. Best dream- im not sure
99. Like thunderstorms?-- love them
100. Are you creative--at times i guess

-that took forever. night darlings.

current mood: cheerful

(2 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

Thursday, August 18th, 2005
8:10 pm - it took a thousand tears to prove they were all for you..
Forget about it.
I'm admittin' I was wrong and I'll just take what's mine and walk right out the door.
Forget about it
I'll split and I'll be gone and you'll have memories you'll find hard to ignore.
'Cause after all, I'll see you sometime maybe when I can't recall how you drove me crazier.
Forget about it.
When forever's over I won't remember how much I loved you anymore.
Forget about it.
Put me out of your head now that you're free and easy out there on the town.
Forget about it.
When you're lying in bed just wishing I was there to lay you down.

'Cause after all, I see you sometime maybe when you will recall how I drove you crazier.
Forget about those stars in your eyes, laying by the fireside holding you tight.
I can't remember when I felt so right.
So just forget about it.

Forget about it.
When you see me on the street don't wink, don't wave don't try to tease me with your smile.
Forget about it.
If we chance to meet somewhere don't think it's cause I'm trying to reconcile.

'Cause after all
I see you sometime maybe when I can't recall how you drove me crazier.
Forget about those starry nights, laying by the fireside, holding you tight.
I can't remember when I felt so right.
So just forget about it.

current mood: ddoonneee wwiitthh iitt aalll

(10 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

Sunday, August 14th, 2005
10:41 pm
ahhh first day of senior year tomorrow yall! get excited. here's my schedule:

1.bcis (ew)
4.art history
6.psychology (but im getting out of it i think)

<3 night

current mood: anxious

(2 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

Friday, August 12th, 2005
8:22 am
your name: loren
your gender: female
* height: 5"7
* hair color: light brown/maroonish
* eye color: blue
* your location: Dallas
* fears: losing someone i love, being raped

peed in your pants? like two days ago
*cheated on someone? nope
fallen off the bed? yes. (ha, windsar- remember that time we pushed you off my bed? that was funny.)
had plastic surgery? no
broke someone`s heart? i dont think so
*had your heart broken? once
*had a dream come true? no
*done something you regret? one thing.
*cheated on a test? yes
* been raped? scary no
* broken a body part? toe

* wearing? t-shirt and capris
listening to? counting crows- colorblind
* chewing? nothing
feeling? tired/its a fat day
* reading? nothing. i should be starting me two books for school.
located? mama cheryl's
* chatting with? nobody
* watching? nothing
* should REALLY be doing? reading, working out
* brush your teeth? yesss
* like anybody? yes
* have any piercings? yes, 5. soon to be 6 or 7
* drive? yep
* believe in Santa Claus? not anymore
* ever get off the computer? yes
* who is your best friend? ali
* who is the loudest? mimi,annie
* who is the shyest? im not sure
* who is the cutest? me! jk
* who laughs the most? ha me, at myself. no, we all laugh alot.

who have you known the longest? out of anyone in LH-betsy, out of my friends- hayley
* who have you known the shortest? im not sure
* do you belong to a crew? sort of? not really.
* do you hang out with the opposite sex? yess
* do you consider yourself POPULAR? no, who cares
* do you trust your friends? yes
* are you a good friend? i'd say so
* can you keep a secret? yesss
* hugged? royce
* Imed? jeffrey
* talked to on the phone? annie
* yelled at? stephen :(
* tripped? the other day at work
* turned down? some black guy in target
* What do you want to be when you grow up? fashion magazine editor
* What was the worst day of your life? when i moved to lake highlands from where i grew up
* What has been the best day of your life? there have been ssoo many
* What comes first in your life? family and friends
* What do you usually think about before you go to bed? my night
* Movie: moulin rouge, selena, grease, requiem, ace ventura pet detective
* Song: my hump-black eyed peas, haha. i have a lot of others
* Group: mars volta, coldplay
* Store: urban, thrift, buffalo
* Relative: trey and summer
* Sport: football to watch
* Vacation Spot: mexico
* Ice Cream Flavor: chocolate with strawberries and cookie dough from marble slab
* Fruit: pineapple
* Candy: jelly bellie
* Holiday: christmas, jan.18
* Day of the Week: saturday
* favorite color: green, brown

*Magazine: cosmo
* Name for a Girl: riley, chloe, geneveve, james
* Name for a Boy: cody, corey, ashton, keaton, brody

* Like to give hugs? yes i love hugs
* Like to walk in the rain? yes
* Sleep with or without clothes on? mainly without
* Prefer black or blue pens? black
* Dress up on Halloween? yes
* Got a job? yes
* Like to travel? love it
* Sleep on your side, tummy or back? tummy
* Think you're attractive? once in a blue moon
* Want to marry? cant wait
* Go on vacation? i wish
*In love? asi asi
*Bored? yep
*Happy? yessss
*Fun? most of the time
*Weird? yes
*Lonely? no
*Hate? nobody, hates a strong word.
*Love? everybody
*Own? ...
*Want/lust after? jeff, stephen from laguna beach, p diddy
*Admire? nicole kidman
*Wanna sex it up with? no one
*Wanna get wasted with? everyone
*Wanna get high with? daniel svede
*Wanna slap? no one
*Miss? my neice

**Name a goal to do before school starts: have the most fun possible/read my books
**Name a goal for the school year: try to make decent grades, work out more

current mood: cranky

(10 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

Saturday, August 6th, 2005
2:24 am - you know you love it
Does all bottled water taste the same to you? no

Do you wear shoes when you hang around the house or do you barefoot it? barefoot

If money was no object, where would you go out to eat tonight?
ruth's chris

List all the things on your bathroom counter without looking... jewelry, soap, brush, make-up, other crap.
Turn around and look behind you, what do you see? a fish tank

What's worse, a booger hanging out of your nose or a piece of spinach in your teeth? booger hanging out of your nose

If you could invent a new flavor of soda what would it be? i totally agree with hayley on the slurpee thing. or maybe if they invented like a slurpee vending machine thing

What's the first section you usually go to when you go to Walmart? hair stuff i guess? or make-up?

When is the last time you had a haircut? like 4 months ago, i need one

What kind of shampoo is in your shower right now? pantene and sheer blonde

How fast can you type on the keyboard? pretty fast

What time is it? 2:26am

What time do you wish it was? 11:00pm saturday night

Did you get enough sleep last night? kinda

What's the worst fashion trend going on right now in your opinion? yesss def exaggerated boho

Who is your favorite family member? royce

If there were no exotic species laws, what kind of pet would you get? elephant

If applicable, what kind of video games do you play? none

jigsaw puzzles annoying or delightful to you? um

If you could do anything you wanted to today what would it be? scuba dive in indonesia with my grandpa because thats what he's doing this week. or drinking daquiris on the hawaiin shore with my friends.

Can you lick your elbow? no

Can you put your leg behind your head? yes

Do you crack your knuckles? yesss

Favorite brand of chapstick: burts bees

Least favorite food: squash

Bubble baths or showers? showers

Do you have to wear deoderant? yeah

How do you get the little fuzzies off your sweaters? use one of those sticky roller things

Are you allergic to anything? honey and fire ants

Are you an upfront person? yes

Have you ever flashed anyone? yes

Besides your doctor, has anyone seen you naked? yes

What kind of gum is your favorite? big red

Using your current initials, choose a different name for yourself
LTC... Layla Torrence Christianson..haha i dont know. def Layla though

If you were born outside of your era, when would you want to be born and why?
like the 17 and 1800s so I could wear beautiful dresses all the time.

If you ran a store, what would you sell/have?
paintings, stuff for a room, accesories

What part in a movie would you love to play?
the bitch

In your opinion, why do people suck?
people spend too much time wrapped up in themselves.

If you had your own state, what would you put on your new quarter?
a lily

What's your biggest guilty pleasure dealing with music?
mariah carey, lindsay lohan

What's the oldest article of clothing you own?
a t-shirt that used to be my sisters that i used to sleep in when i was like 7

What piece of furniture have you replaced the most?
mmm, i havent i dont think

What type of art do you think more people should support?
not sure

What instrument do you wish you could be more than great at?

Record, Tape, or CD?

What do you think would be the best concert ever? (max: 4 bands)
beatles, 50 cent, tegan and sara..?

What's the best part of your favorite movie?
off the top of my head?..from mean girls when karen says "if you're from africa..why are you white?" and the other girl goes "Oh my gah karen you cant just ask people why they're white."

What do you think is the most over-rated candy ever?
m and ms

If you were writing out your will, who would you give your CD collection to?
i dont know

If you could only debate two topics the rest of your life, what would they be?
religion and evolution

Out of your friends, who would you say you are most jealous of, artistically?
thomas or dan

Most jealous of... socially?
pierce because everyone like licks his ass. except that im not so much jealous, just more of confused on that topic.

What do you collect?
nothing right now.

What is broken that you have, that you wish was fixed?
my car

What do you do when you're home sick?

current mood: exhausted

(6 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

2:05 am
L is for Loving
O is for Outrageous
R is for Responsible
E is for Expressive
N is for Nerdy

according to "What my name means". I clicked on the link on haywoo's entry. Um, I watched Look Who's Talking today, that movie rocks. I hadnt seen it in like 2 years so I like peed when I saw it on the guide. Tonight was a really good night. Apparently Chloe had a "white trash" party. Seeing as I've said maybe 2 words to her ever, i didn't care to drop in. Nothing against her though I guess. Hope anyone that went had fun. Besides, it's my sisters birthday so I had fam stuff. I have hair dye in my hair right now and my scalp is ttiinnggllyy. last night, i had a dream that kyle picked me up in some weird car, and we went to his house and then we went up to his room to play video games, and windsar was sitting on his bed painting her toe nails. We all played some weird board game and Windsar some how got a game piece stuck in her nose so we went to the emergency room and she got mad at me for driving my car instead of Kyles car. It was so random. It made SO much sense in the dream though, I hate that. It was especially random because I havent talked to her in like a year, seriously. Ew, school in like a week. I have that obnoxious like spanish/rap song that starts off "dallay, dallay dome dallay" stuck in my head. I have no clue how it's really spelled but thats just how it's pronounced.
I went shopping today, Buffalo had some really cute stuff. I got a purse that I love love love.
Annie you goob you never called me. I miss you.
Ali's in Cancun right now with her mom. I want to be in cancun right now. But not with my mom.
I vote that a TON of senior girls take a trip to mexico next summer.
I have work in the morning, ew. Blah okay, I'm going to wash out the dye and go to sleep.

current mood: indescribable

(ruo mong.)

Sunday, July 31st, 2005
12:54 pm - who needs a boyfriend, i got my girlfriends..
today is sunday and its finally my day off. i dont have very much to write about, at all. summer is so close to being over im sad. i'd like to think that i'll do something fun and "crazy" before school starts but, of course i wont. i want to go float the river. i think i might be going to shlitterbahn (psh i have no idea how to spell that) next weekend so that could be cool. that is, if i can get off work. stephen's on his way over. um, im really bored and hungry. hm k sorry for such a boring post. c'ya

Once in a house on a hill
A boy got angry
He broke into my heart
For a day and a night
I stayed beside him
Until I had no hope
So I came down the hill
Of course I was hurt
But then I started to think..

current mood: ttoonniiggghhhttt

(7 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

Thursday, July 28th, 2005
11:49 pm - die chris taylor
ugh, if you feel like wasting 6 hours reading my complaints about tonight..then keep reading, if not then stop now. so, i had to work tonight and i am so tired.
i wasnt supposed to work, today was supposed to be one of my two days off..bbuuuttt my GM is awesome and called and asked me to come in because "no one else could". so i did, because im just that good of an employee. but i did it under one condition..i get off work earlier than normal considering im coming in to work for her as a favor and not because i have to. and then she leaves, and my shithead manager chris is in charge and keeps me late despite being aware of the GM's promise to let me go early. thhheeennn one of the hostess comes in and eats dinner with her boyfriend. she told the manager she couldnt work, and then comes in two hours later to eat. i almost like threw my shoe at her head. i wouldnt have cared about working tonight if i wasnt scheduled for this friday night, saturday morning, saturday night, monday morning, tuesday night, and wednesday night. i mean im bitching now, but in two weeks when i get my paycheck it will all be worth it.

okay. on a sad note: ali goes out of town soon and will be gone kicking her legs for like 5 days and then leaves again to get a beautiful tan in cancun. im jealous.

seriously though, i promise that i'll get some pictures up. i just have to get my pics onto a cd because im not very good at using my scanner. schools soon..and i have yet to start my two summer reading books. oh well, at least im a senior. i cant even begin to explain how much im looking forward to seeing my little brothers whore friends everyday. not. and i know everyone cant wait for the gossip and drama that comes with lhhs.

funny thing that happened today: (but you wont think its funny because you werent there)..ali might though. this is actually mainly for her.
so im sitting at work wiping the menus with bridget, and michelle and her brother come in to pick up katje (ali-i dont know, michelle just raised her eyebrows when i asked her whyyy) ..and when they leave bridget goes "geez, her brother sure is darker than her" (they're mexican by the way) and i was just like "yeah i noticed" and 5 seconds later bridget goes "maybe he's a construction worker".
this was funny because: a. bridget didnt mean to make such a racist remark and b.he's like 17.
i dont know, it made me laugh.


current mood: bitchy

(3 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
1:01 am - work them hips run girl
can anyone explain to me how to put pictures up on my livejournal, because i'd very much like to do so. thanks.

current mood: my stomach hurts

(9 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

Monday, July 25th, 2005
1:24 am - bonjour
seeing as its been 53 years since i last posted, i figured i'd give a quick entry. this summer has been awesome. on monday i got back from michigan with ali and that was a memorable vaca. "something something ali's dome". it was really pretty there, the weather was great. i havent really gone anywhere else, besides steve's lakehouse for a weekend here and there. it sucks that its almost august..and it sucks that i havent started my summer reading yet. i just got back from working out and i smell really gross now. hot. the days seem to run together..one big blob of babysitting, work, laying in my bed, and random festivities. i've got aaalllooot of pictures that i want to post, i have a picturetrail in the making..hopefully it'll be up and running soon. im really not in the mood to give y'all an update of my life in the form a long paragraph soooo i'll fill out a survey.

1. who did you last get angry with? stephen for getting mad when i scared him.
2. what is your weapon of choice? ..my hand?
3. would you hit a member of the opposite sex? if they seriously like hit me, yes i'd defend myself i think.
4. how about of the same sex? yes
5. who was the last person that got really angry at you? um, stephen of course
6. what is your pet peeve? smacking, warm clothes out of the dryer, when i change stations and the last line of my favorite song is playing
7. do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? let them go easily, i usually just give the person shit about it later on in a joking way

1. what is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? dishes
2. what is the latest you've ever woken up? 7ish at night
3. name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: granny
4. what is the last lame excuse you've made?: i didnt want to work until 4 so i said i had a doctors appt at 2 and had to leave early.
5. have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? yeah, for like a rotiserre(sp) chicken thing
6. when was the last time you got a good workout in? like 30 minutes ago
7. how many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? 3 or 4

1. what is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? fiji water i guess
2. white meat or dark meat? white
3. what is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? a gatorade bottle full of vodka..landed me in the hospital, i dont recommend it
4. have you ever used a professional diet company? i did south beach for like 6 days?
6. do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? spicy followed by a sweet
7. have you ever taken food "to go" from a buffet? nope

1. how many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? four
2. how many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? two
4. have you wanted someone who was taken? well yes
5. what is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? eyes, hands, stomach
6. have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? nope
7. have you ever had a one night stand? not one that consisted of sex, so no i guess not.

1. how many credit cards do you own? none
2. what's your guilty pleasure? im not sure if i have one.
3. if you had $1 million, what would you do with it? put some in savings, travel, shopping spree
4. would you rather be rich or famous? rich
5. would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? yeah maybe, if i wanted to save up for something
6. have you ever stolen anything? a pair of earrings
7. how many mp3's are on your hard drive? i have itunes

[...where's number one?]
2. what one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? not wrecked my car
3. what thing would you like to accomplish in your life? id like to be a magazine editor
4. do you get annoyed by coming in second place? depends on the competition, usually not..if i earned second place i earned second place
5. have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? psh
6. have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? yeah
7. what did you do today that you're proud of? making myself get off the couch and go to the gym.

1. what item of your friend's would you most want to have for your own? ummm...hayleys eye color, ali's jewelry,
2. if you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? beyonce
3. have you ever been cheated on? not that im aware of
4. have you ever cheated on someone? once.
5. have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? i am a girl
6. what trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? athletic abilities
7. what is your favorite deadly sin? lust/sloth
--------------------dont worry, theres more because im just that cool...

Who are your best friends?: ali, stephen
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yah
F A S H I O N | S T U F F
Where is your favorite place to shop: thrift, buffalo, urban
Any tattoos or piercings: ears, cartlidge..belly button eventually
What kind of shampoo do you use?: brilliant blonde
What are you most scared of?: burglars, rapists, cockroaches
what are you listening to right now? you'll think of me, keith urban
Who is the last person that called you?: ali
Where do you want to get married?: mm i dont know
How many buddies are online right now?: im not online
What would you change about yourself?: i'd like to tone up a bit..and i'll soon be changing my hair.
Color: green and brown
Food: chips and salsa/ pb&j
Boys names: evan, jacob, brody
Girls names: gisabelle, kylie, riley
Subjects in school: english
Animals: monkey/ anything like 4 days old
H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
Given anyone a bath?: like babies
Smoked?: yes
Bungee jumped?: not yet
Made yourself throw up?: only when my stomach has been killing me and i know it would make me feel better
Skinny dipped?: yes
Ever been in love?: yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: not recently
Pictured your crush naked?: well yes
Actually seen your crush naked?: haa yesh
Cried when someone died?: yes
Lied: ya
Fallen for your best friend?: no
Been rejected?: yes
Rejected someone?: yes
Used someone?: no
Done something you regret?: one or two things
Clothes: sofies and wife beater
Music: air, playground love
Make-up: mascara and blush
Annoyance: tahlula, my hair, box
Smell: im sure i smell like tacos
Desktop picture: swirly design
Book you're reading: HP
CD in player: ying yang twins
DVD in player: crazy beautiful
L A S T | P E R S O N
You touched: the desk guy at lifetime fitness
Hugged: stephen
You imed: trey
You yelled at: drew
You kissed: stephen
A R E | Y O U
Understanding: in most cases yes
Open-minded: very
Arrogant: i dont think so
Insecure: i try not to be, its a waste of energy
Random: yes
Hungry: not lately no, its weird
Smart: in different areas
Moody: i can be
Hard working: most of the time
Organized: yes
Healthy: i go through phases
Shy: rarely
Difficult: thats what im told, i try not to be
Attractive: i dont think i look like a baboons ass
Bored easily: at work yes, usually no
Obsessed: with random things
Angry: no
Sad: i miss royce
Happy: most of the time
Hyper: with certain people
Trusting: unless i have a reason not to be with someone

W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A
Kill?: no one
Slap: my dad
Get really wasted with?: friends
Get high with: stephen
Talk to offline: trey
Talk to online: whoever ims me
Sex it up with: hhhmmm
In the morning I am: taking the twins to school, working, or really quite
All you need is: love
Love is: like cool that. Life is cool like that.
I dream about: the most random things ever.
Sexual preference: boys.
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: sense of humor, smile

WH I C H | I S | B E T T E R
Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
Flowers or candy: flowers from a guy, but if someone walked up to me and said "hey loren, you can either have this rose or this bag of skittles" i'd choose the skittles
Tall or short: taalllllllll
Makes you laugh the most: ali
Makes you smile: a lot of people
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: ha um..

D O | Y O U | E V E R
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you? no
Save conversations: my aim logs all of them automatically
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: sometimes
Wish you were younger: noooo

Of times I have had my heart broken: mm, twice
Of hearts I have broken: zero
Of girls I've kissed: i dont know..a couple. nothing like HEY GIRL COME HERE AND TONGUE ME, but ive given a quick kiss bye to my girlfriends a couple of times
Of guys I've kissed: like 5 or 6
Of CD's I own: lots
Of scars on my body: 3 big ones, random other ones
Of things that I regret: two

Y O U R | T H O U G H T S
I know: that ive spent way more time on this entry than i planned
I want: strawberries
I have: to shower
I wish: someone would answer their phone
I hate: not having any gas
I fear: certain shit that comes with being a senior
I hear: my baby sis crying in her sleep
I search: for something to eat
I wonder: when stephen is going to call me back
I love: my life

alright. im a loser. goodnight.

current mood: good

(12 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
12:39 am
hhhiiii. oh goodness, the first week of summer has been rather eventful, to my surprise. after blowing it off for quite some time, i finally finished packing. we movie into the new house TOMORROW!! ah, except ew, the movers get here at 7:30 in the morning and i have to get up at like 6:30. thats so annoying. im so excited that it's summer..it puts me in such a good mood. my step- grandma is in town, gag me. uh, im going to do another survey because its late and i need something to do. enjoy:

Full name: Loren Taylor Carson
Sex: female
Birthday: jan 18
Siblings: summer, daniel, trey, royce, ciara-ann, chelsea, andrew
Height: 5'7
Hair Color: blonde with reddish brown underneath
Hair color of choice: mm,blonde
Eye color: greyish green
Writing hand: right
Current residance: dallas tx

Nervous Habits: sometimes i bite my nails, pop my knuckles, and twirl my ring
Do you bite your nails? yes
Do you pick your nose? no, unless i really need to
Are you double jointed? in my elbows
Can you roll your tongue? nnnooo and ive practiced 87,000 times
Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? only my left one, and barely
Can you blow smoke rings? nope
Can you blow spit bubbles? yes
Can you flare your nostrils? nope
Can you cross your eyes? yeah
Tattoos? none, maybe someday
Piercings and where? double pierce and left cartlidge (sp?)
Do you make your bed daily? no, it is never made

What goes on first, bra or underwear? it depends, usually underwear
Which shoe goes on first? left for some reason
Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at someone? yes
On the average how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet? maybe a dollar, i never have money
What jewerly do you wear 24-7? two rings, earring in cartlidge, and in my second hole in ears
Would you rather be on time and look OKAY or 10 minutes late and look great? 10 minutes and look great
Favorite piece of clothing: turqiouse polo
Pajamas: shorts and tank top or t-shirt

Do you twirl your spagettie or cut it? i try and twirl it and then hurry to put it in my mouth before it falls off of the fork
Have you ever eaten Spam? i loved it when i was like 6
Favorite ice cream flavor? lately its been chocolate or cookie dough
How many cereals in your cabinet?  none, the cabinet is empty
Whats your favorite beverage? water, mango tea
Whats your favorite restaurant? earls, changs, others
What utensils do you use to eat pizza with? hands, sometimes fork and knife though
Do you cook? occasionaly

How often do you brush your teeth? at least 2 times daily
How often do you shower/bathe? every other day/every day, i dont feel the need to as much in the summer
How often does your shower last? 20 minutes usually
Hair drying method? air dry lately
Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? yes
If the fountain of youth exsisted would you drink from it? if the person i loved would drink from it with me (i really liked annie's answer for this so i kept it)
Do you paint your nails? toes
Would you rather have genital herpes or be 50lb overweight? 50lbs overweight if i absolutely had to choose

Do you swear? im cutting back, but yes.
Do you spit? sometimes

Actor/Actress: eehh i dont know
Animal: baby cat
Type of Food: italian and mexican
Month: january, june, and november
Cartoon: i don't watch cartoons
Flower: daisy
Subject in school: english, art
Color: greeen, turquiose, brown
Body part on you: eyes? i dont know i dont like this question
Body part on opp. sex [or same sex, if you prefer]: eyes, hands
Movie: um a lottt
Holiday: christmas
Book: lots
Vactioning spot: beach
Things to do in spring: redecorate, shop, finish school, plan summer stuff, picnic
Things to do in summer: lay out, vacations, late nights, sleep, shop
Things to do in fall: shop, be outside when it is pretty, camp
Things to do in winter: shop, celebrate holidays, ski, cuddle and watch movies
Perfume or cologne: chanel chance for me , h20 and cool water for boys
TV station: mtv, disney
Model: mmm
Game: scategories, monopoly

On your iPod: i want one
Person you talk to on the phone: ali, stephen, mom
Ever taken a cab? once (remember ali, the night we got stranded with porky,superman and the other one)
Do you check yourself in store windows and mirrors? sometimes
Color of bedroom? my new bedroom has white walls
Do you use an alarm clock? no, stephen calls to wake me up
One thing you're obsessed with: royce
Have you ever skinny dipped with the opp. sex? yes
Ever sunbathed nude? ive gone tanning naked, but not sunbathed
Window seat or aisle? window

Sleeping position: side or stomach
What kinda bed do you like? stephen's -soft and cozy
Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? yep
Do you sleep walk? i did when i was younger
Do you talk in your sleep? ive never witnessed it
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? no, a red pillow
How about with the lights on? absolutely not, there has to be zero light when i sleep or else i like die
Do you fall asleep with the TV or Radio on? ill fall asleep to a cd sometimes

Coke or Pepsi? pepsi
Oranges or Apples? oranges
One pillow or two? 2
Deaf or blind? deaf.
Pools or hot tubs? hot tubs-night pools-day
Blonde or brunette: brunette
Tall or short: ttaaalll
TV or Radio: tv
Pool or beach? beach
Tic-tacs or Certs? tic-tacs, the orange kind, yum
Snooze Button or Jum? uhhh neither?
Sunrise or sunset? sunset
Morning or night? night
Hamburger or Cheeseburger? cheeseburger
Sports or news? news
Indoors or outdoors: outdoors
Cake or Ice cream? ice cream
Bert or Ernie? bert
Spicy or Mild? mildly spicy
Call or write? call
Peanut Butter or Jelly? peanut butter
Hamburger or hotdog? burger
Dog or cat? cat
Bath or shower? bubble bath
Book or Movie? book
Green or red apples? red
Rain or Snow? rain

Took a shower? this morning
Watched Bambi? 9th grade
Cried? today
Talked on the phone? 20 minutes ago
Read a book? like a week ago
Punched Someone? uh when i fought casey-kiuwana's friend

Where do you see yourself in ten years? with an awesome job and engaged
Who are you going to be married to?  stephen if he doesnt shoot me before then
How many kids? 3-4-5
Your profession? mag editor
Future school? im applying to like 7
Car of your dreams? black porshe
I wanna live: new york

Have you ever been in love? yes
Do you still love them? more than ever
Do you have a girl/boyfriend? no
Do you like anyone at this time? well doy
Are you a virgin? negative

Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
1. a haircut
2. gas in my car
3. bank account
4. more patience

Name Four Scents You Love:
1. chance
2. stephen
3. cucumber melon
4. new car

Name Four Things You'd Never Wear:
1. black jeans or acid washed
2. a spiky dog collar
3. one of those tatoo necklaces
4. combat boots

Name Four Things You Are Thinking About:
1. oooowww my foot is asleep
2. ew i dont want to wake up early in the mornin at move
3. relationships/friendships
4. i need money

Name Four Things You Bought Recently:
1. dinner
2. jeans
3. gas
4. candy

Name Four People You Would Like To Spend More Time With:
1. summer
2. ali
3. _ _ _
4. granny

current mood: confused

(4 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

Thursday, May 26th, 2005
11:56 pm
1. Party game--any drinking game i guess
2. Story from childhood/memory-- there are so many
4. Cartoon-- i'd rather watch a disney movie
5. Movie-- mean girls, grease, white oleander, dirty dancing, and the notebook just because i want a boyfriend like noah.
6. Book-- gossip girl, getting out, and right now im reading the A-list books
7. Song-- dem boys, and the kite
8. Computer game-- solitaire
9. Relative-- mom, summer, royce
10.Friend-- you.
11. Quote-- "when we find someone who's weirdness is compatible with our own, we join up with them and fall into a mutually satisfying wierdness, and call it love."
12. Store-- dont really have one
13. CD-- radiohead, a burnt one, or mike jones
14. Radio station-- dont have one

**In the Past...**
15. What did you do yesterday-- uh, took my english and precal exams, went to eat, chilled at vball courts, went to stephens, hung out with ali, went back to stephens, went home and fell asleep
16. Memory you miss the most--  4th of july
17. Memory you want to forget-- a suckass night last summer
18. Something you regretted after it was done-- see above

19. Time you cried-- last night
20. Movie seen in theater-- i dont know, and now im really annoyed.
21. Thing you ate-- animal crackers
22. Phone call-- mom
23. Kiss-- stephen
24. Hug-- "
25. Said “I love you”-- "
26. Time you went wrapping-- i dont remember
27. Book read-- the A list

28. Passed out-- once or twice
29. Ran into a wall-- like every day
30. Smoke- yes
31. Drank-- uh huh
32. Broken law-- yes
33. Frenched an animal-- ew
34. Made out-- yes
35. Cried at a movie-- yes
36. Cried in public-- yes but ew i hate doing it
37. Made out in public-- yes
38. Slept through class--  sort of
39. Been to a boarding school-- nope
40. Bungee jumped--i want to
41. Been snowboarding-- yes
42. Met a celebrity-- i made eye contact with luke wilson once and like peed my pants
43. Climbed a tree-- like every day when i was younger
44. Broken a bone-- a toe once
45. Had surgery-- nope
46. Sprained anything-- my knee like 7 times
47. Tanned naked-- yes
48. Had sex-- yes
49. Given a lapdance-- nope

50. Listening to-- radiohead
51. Wearing-- blue t-shirt and yellow shorts
52. Thinking-- i wish i didnt have a nasty fever blister on my lip. it hurts. im hungry.
53. Age-- 17
54. Grade-- seeennnniiioooorrrr now
55. Crush-- i have like 9 crushes
56. Project-- nope
57. Scared of most-- not liking my new house when i go see it on monday
58. How many ppl online-- 53

59. Occupation-- mag editor
60. #of kids-- 3-4
61. What you want to do most-- get into an awesome college
62. Where you want to travel-- europe, puerto rico, canada
63. Where you want to live-- new york
64. What college-- im applying to like 7
65. What are you doing tomorrow-- shopping, swimming, watching movies, whatever else comes up

**All about friends...
66. Best-- i dont have a specific best friend. besides marissa d.
67. Most immature-- probably me, wait..no anthony
68. Funniest-- ali, fielding, or thomas
69. Quietest-- mm not sure
70. Loudest-- mimi, jo
71. Craziest-- all some sort of crazy at different times
72. Calmest-- mckenzie
73. Hottest--  you tell me
74. Weirdest--probably me. or mimi
75. Shyest-- there's not one..
76. Oldest-- thomas
77. Newest-- mm..i dont know
78. Love them all?-- of course, most of the time
79. Most trustworthy-- stephen
80. Most honest-- ali.., but more blunt than honest

81. Can you live without a microwave-- yes, i can.
82. What time do you go to bed usually-- between 12 and 2
83. What do you always find yourself thinking about-- shopping
84. How long does it take you to shower-- 20 minutes or so
85. Do you want to drop out of school-- no
86. What do you think about yourself-- i think im nice and outgoing? ha i dont know
87. Best thing anyone’s told you-- i dont know. ive gotten some nice compliments
88. Longest crush lasted how long--  he's still my crush
89. What color would you want to die your hair-- brown, but its too much of a pain in the ass
90. Can you drive-- yes im a good driver
91. Whats your room like-- im moving in like 4 days so its packed up right now
92. Do you like to party-- when im in the mood
93. Like to dance-- yyeess
94. Moons or stars-- stars
95. Like cows-- i like eating them.
96. Favorite scent-- for me- chance. for a boy- H20 or cool water
97. Biggest scar & story behind it-- on my right calf. my bosses mini pincher attacked me and bit my leg last summer.
98. Best dream-- cant pick, i love dreams
99. Like thunderstorms?-- YESSSS
100. Are you creative-- sometimes
101. SUMMER PLANS?!-- laying out, work, couple trips, getting in shape, having fun.

current mood: uncomfortable

(4 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

Wednesday, May 25th, 2005
8:03 am
today is my last day of junior year. i have to take me english and precal exams, ew.

im not like a regular mom. im a COOL mom.

current mood: ecstatic

(2 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
10:39 pm - i've never liked the rain 'til i walked through it with you..
we might kiss when we're alone,when nobody's watching.
we might take it home.
we might make out when nobody's there.
it's not that we're scared..

...it's just that it's delicate..

today at school was queer. we got our physics exam grades back, someone needs to slap virginia. today after school i tried to take stephen to look at a car but he's silly and we got lost. then ali and i went to try and return a piece of styrofoam but the dumb guys at hobbytown wouldnt let us. so we went to ozona and ate and then went to urban and got some really cute stuff for like 5 dollars. tomorrow should be a better day at school though. and then tomorrow i get to come home and work on my research paper that i havent started because its def due on friday, im excited. i cant wait for this weekend. i cant wait for this summer AAAHHHH ITS SO CLOSE.
blow me anonymous person thats obsessed with my boyfriend
i move on june 1st and im really excited
i need to wash my car ugh

current mood: geeky

(7 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

Sunday, May 15th, 2005
3:19 pm
S.I. 05' was aawweessoommee. There were a couple of shitty moments but for the most part is was really fun.
I love Mary Kyle and Jenna, y'all are awesome.<3
I hope everyone had a good weekend. I'm going to take a nap..i need to catch up on some sleep.
peace bitches

(6 fu shangs | ruo mong.)

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